"Beauty Remains" revolves around Fei, a charming, youthful
girl who is the illegitimate daughter of a maid and the master of the
household. Having been cast out of the house many years ago, Fei has grown
up in disgrace, deprived of her social identity, her father’s love, and the
family’s vast wealth. Given a chance to return to her former home and
reclaim her good name, Fei embarks on a journey seeking independence and
love. What eventually follows is the choice she must make between her
hatred and love for her family.
During the script development process, I always felt Fei should gain our
sympathies easily. But during the shoot, I struggled with Fei’s character
as she loses her innocence and hurts the ones that love her most. Is she a
good person? Are her actions justified because of her family history? Are
any of us ever justified when we act upon our feelings and beliefs? I was
torn between rushing to judge Fei and my feelings of compassion for her.
The
solution wasn’t found until we shot the final scene. The lighting was dim,
and though I couldn’t see her face through the monitor, I could feel Fei’s
laughter and tears. At that moment, I knew I had gained the emotional
balance that I was looking for.
—Ann Hu |